We Make It Our Goal to Please Him

On the edge of settling in the land of Canaan, some of the land has been conquered, while much was still a wild territory still needing tamed. Joshua will not be with them during the next phase of their journey as he will soon age-out. He will not leave them, though, without a final message. After rehearsing Israel’s story, he offers an altar call, challenging the people of God to make a choice. They can either serve the gods their forefathers served, including the ones in Egypt, Mesopotamia, and the ones now in Canaan. Or, they can serve the One True God who led them from bondage through the wilderness and found victory during the early days of the conquest. Joshua’s conclusion is succinctly focused: who will they decide to serve?

Joshua touches on a theme relevant to life. We will serve something. History has proven this point time and time again. Humanity will serve gods created in the imagination of the human mind. Dark things always emerge from humanity’s mind, especially when tied to religion. For instance, who thought that such dark deep debauchery, like offering children as live sacrifices to Molech, was a good idea?

If Joshua were speaking to today, he might assess our culture differently and add a different god we tend to serve: ourselves. We can be so self-absorbed that we think of no one else but ourselves. Our rugged individualism drives our personal decisions so often that we hurt those around us, or most dear to us. We are not an island in and of ourselves, but we act like it, without ever realizing how our lives are so interconnected like a jigsaw puzzle. We can serve God, but it’s almost like we make it our goal to please ourselves.

Paul may not have Joshua in mind when he writes, “So we make it our goal to please him” (2 Cor. 5:9), but there may be a connection. While Joshua speaks of choosing to serve someone or something, Paul assumes we are choosing to serve God. Indeed, he ups the ante from simply serving to our goal of pleasing God. From our part we want God to experience great pleasure through our serving him. Let’s switch that narrative: from God’s part he wants to take great pleasure in our serving him.

Can you let that wash over you a bit? God takes great pleasure from our service to him. Like a child who draws you a picture and it gets mounted to your refrigerator; like a teenager who voluntarily busses the table and washes the dishes without being asked (at least more than once) and your heart is warmed; or when a patience receives foot care from a nurse or an aide and an amazing sense of relief comes over the patient.

Unlike the gods created in the minds of humanity where one never knows how to please their deities, or where they stand with them, or how the rules change from year-to-year or mood-to-mood. Our God is a god who not only takes pleasure in us but wants to take pleasure in his people. And our God is consistent with what pleases him.

When we extend the comfort received from God to others,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
When we forgive those who have trespassed against us,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
When we are paraded before the public as a stench,
                God smells a fragrant aroma and takes great pleasure in us.
When we check our motives and agendas at the door,
              God takes great pleasure in us.
When we experience the transformation power of the gospel so our lives conform to his
will,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
When we feel our fragile brokenness and refuse to lose heart,
                God takes great pleasure in the gospel planted in our lives.
When we endure suffering as a mark of an act of following in Jesus’ footsteps,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
When we no longer burn bridges but take steps toward reconciliation,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
When we operate out of generosity for others who are suffering,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
When we finally see the shallowness of the celebrity glitz and glamor side of ministry,
                God takes great pleasure in us.
God takes great pleasure in us,
                Because God wants to take great pleasure in us.
So indeed, we make it our goal to please God.*

For eight years of my life I gave myself to competitive running. I know something of goals and motivation. Through high school and college I set my goals and worked toward them. I sacrificed and prioritized my life around running. I gave up sleeping-in or skipped parties that went late into the night. At the same time I made a list and set to accomplish them from running varsity, to school records, to conference championships, to State and National recognition. Some goals I achieved, others I never quite reached. Goals are important, but motivation to achieve those goals are as well. Looking back on those years, sometimes I lacked the motivation of the daily grind of running.

Paul offers the incentive for us to step out as we work to please God. While we find encouragement knowing that God takes pleasure in us, Paul, none-the-less, heightens our desire to achieve our goal of pleasing him. In 2 Corinthians 5 Paul offers us two motivations: a positive one and a not-so-negative one.

The Positive Motivation is from verse 8 when he says, “We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord.” This is not the only time Paul makes this claim, he makes it three times. In verse 6 he says, “. . . that as long as we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord,” and then after stating our goal is to please him, he adds, “. . . whether we are at home in the body or away from it” (v.9). All three times he alludes to our “bodies” being the physical barrier that prevents us from reaching God. In some ways we’re trapped as the physical body limits us. We cannot see God, except by faith. We cannot touch God, apart from faith. We cannot stand in his presence, but through faith. The body we inhabit, in many ways, keeps us away from God. No wonder we feel times of drought, believing God is so far away from us.

Paul is acknowledging the limited reality of our physical bodies, though he knows that one day we will be with the Lord. This thought is the positive motivation for pleasing God. We will see him and be with him and stand in his presence. All the pain will be gone. All the comfort we long for will be given. The scars of Jesus will permanently heal our scars. No more sin. No more remorse. No more shame. Pure joy and love will surround us. We make it our goal to please God because the payoff will be, not now, but then. The payoff will come when we are with the Lord. Think of it like this, God will return us to innocence of Eden where he will walk with us in the cool of the day. What a powerful image for motivation!

Do you remember that challenge about choosing either a million dollars up front or a penny a day doubled for a month? I’m not a math mathematician, but apparently if you take the million dollars up front you forfeit some four million dollars due to compound interest. Here’s the point, our pleasing God to encounter him later is the long road, not the short cut. We long for and believe in the later payoff, even willing to sacrifice a seemingly short term windfall. Our pleasing God may not pay off now, but it will then. And it will pay big.

The Not-So-Negative Motivation comes from verse 10 where he says, “We must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each of us may receive what is due him, for things done while in the body, whether good or bad.” Paul is creating a somber moment where he describes Judgment Day like the tribunal he experienced when was brought before Gallio while ministering in Corinth (Acts 18:12-17). To be held accountable for (words and) actions while in our bodies is sobering for sure. I feel the bite as I have done and said plenty in my life I regret which still haunt me today. That said, Paul is not trying to scare us, but to motivate us to use our lives to please God, something he assumes we want to do.

More importantly, Paul does not mention “condemnation” nor “hell,” as we should be slow to insert those words here. The issue is not saved versus unsaved, but the quality of service rendered to God. Christ will be assessing our deeds done in the body, not our destiny. To be clear, Paul may be seeing this moment as his own personal vindication for the trials and suffering he has experienced while in the body during which the Corinthians have rejected his leadership for the antagonists who lured them away from Paul. The apostle looks on that particular day with hope that Jesus will say to him before the Corinthians and the antagonists, “I took great pleasure in the work you have done.”

The motivation is that God will be assessing our own goals of pleasing him, not our eternal destiny, as that is already settled. The question is, “Will God take great pride in our service, or will he expose us as nothing more than a fraudulent sham?

The “Not-So-Negative Motivation” leads us to purge our motives from all our false pretenses and agendas. We care for our patients and endure difficult environments, not because our job demands it. No. We work out of hope that one day we get to be with our Lord as he evaluates our service to him. I can see him saying, “I really enjoyed that time when you . . ..” So in the meantime, we make it our goal to please him.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

* The list is comprised of themes found within Paul’s Second Letter to the Corinthians.

The Final Word

They say that up to 90% of effective communication is created through non-verbal expressions. What you don’t say is as important as what you do say or how you say it. True or not, body language, verbal tone, mannerisms, and gestures play a huge role in conversing with one another. Anyone who has sent a text that created unintentional conflict understands “I was only joking,” or “It came off harsher than I intended.” Non-verbal expressions, especially tone, are important.

Once, a little old woman walked into the Post Office to get her mail. The Post Master handed her a letter from her son who was deployed. The woman was excited to receive the letter, except for one small detail; she was illiterate. She could not read. In her excitement, she asked a man who happened to be walking past her to read the letter to her. The man was in a hurry and uninterested in taking the time to read the letter, though he grudgingly complied. The woman’s anticipation melted into despair as the man read the letter in almost hateful tones. The woman snatched the letter out of the man’s hands and said, “That’s not my son! My son has never talked to me like that!”

As the woman made her way down the street she met another man. She asked him to read the letter from her son, to which the man eagerly and graciously agreed. He read the letter with joy and enthusiasm. The more he read, the more the woman relaxed and smiled. Even a tear gently crawled down her cheek. When he finished the letter, the woman said, “That’s exactly how my son speaks to me.”

How you say something is just as important as what you say.

Paul has come to the end of his letter with the Corinthians (2 Cor. 13:11-14). Usually, we overlook “Final Greetings” of the epistles, thinking they are throw-a-way statements without much substance. I do the same thing. “Say hi to George! Greet one another. I’m coming to visit. Jeremy says hi. And God be with you till we meet again.” Yea, pretty basic, simple stuff that does not deserve much study or sermon time. But then again, Paul has been through the ringer with the Corinthians. They’ve rejected his leadership and according to 2 Corinthians 2:1-2, he made a visit to them that ended badly. And I mean badly! Like they ran him out of town on a rail. Just a few verses earlier (13:1-4), he’s promising to make a visit and he expects certain behavioral changes. Too much is at stake for Paul to end 2 Corinthians on throw-a-way words. How he ends his letter to the Corinthians, including the tone he chooses, will be the last thing the Church hears. Honestly, what I believe Paul is doing in 2 Corinthians 13:11-14 is summarizing his message.

As we unpack Paul’s words we note that he calls them “brothers,” a term he has used twice before (1:8; 8:1). “Brothers” conveys family, warmth, affection and underlies his approach to them has been relational, as opposed to being transactional. Paul is not their enemy nor their boss, and he is more than just a friend or their pastor. He’s their brother who has invested in them and is hoping for real change in their lives.

At this point Paul pops off five imperative statements. These are quick reminders of themes he’s covered throughout the letter. The first one is “goodbye,” according to my translation, but it’s also the same word for “rejoice.” Since Paul has already displayed affection with the use of “brothers,” simply saying “goodbye” comes across as wooden. Rejoice has appeared numerous times throughout the letter (2:3; 6:10; 7:7, 9, 13, 16; 13:9) and each time is connected with either their positive response to Paul’s reconciling, or their ability to endure suffering. Being shaped, or in the case of the Corinthians shaped by the gospel, is cause for rejoicing. When we seek reconciliation instead of estrangement we’re being (re)fashioned by the gospel. When we provide comfort instead of cause suffering we’re being (re)forged by the gospel. When we are generous instead of selfish we are being (re)molded by the gospel. When we realize our brokenness instead of our perceived value we’re being (re)sculpted by the gospel. When we celebrate our weaknesses instead of our own strength we’re being (re)cut by the gospel. All of which is cause for joy.

Secondly, he calls for them to “aim for perfection.” Paul sets the bar of their faith high, but he doesn’t demand perfection. He wants them to shoot for perfection. True, we won’t reach the bar of perfection, but neither are we playing limbo with our faith: “how low can we go?” Or as some people ask, “What is the least amount I can do to be accepted by God?” The Corinthians, not to mention us, need some quality control over the kind of faith we profess to have. Some of their problems reach back to the divisiveness of their gatherings involving quarreling, slander, spiritual pride, and angry outburst, as well as their infatuation with idolatry.

Thirdly, he wants them to “listen to his appeals.” In preparing for his arrival, the church needs to show signs that they have implemented Paul’s teachings. Listening is a huge theme in Scripture from God telling the disciples to listen to Jesus on the Mount of Transfiguration, to James reminding us we have two ears and one mouth for a reason, and to John in Revelation calling forth those who have ears to hear to listen. Before action can take place, one must hear what is being taught.

Fourthly, he calls the church to unity. Once again, Corinth was a church noted for its divisive nature. The struggle for individual independence is at odds with the community peace. It’s easier to be your own person. It’s something entirely different to surrender yourself for the good of others. For 2 Corinthians the unity is rooted in Paul’s presentation of the gospel, a gospel that embraces suffering and weakness.

Finally, Paul calls them to live in peace, which is the result of reconciliation. When people come together, they are no longer at odds with each other. Peace is established. The result of a peaceful reconciliation is that God’s loving and peaceful presence will dwell among them.

With all the trouble Corinth had caused Paul, one might believe he’d given up on them. Or better yet, he’d unload on them. He doesn’t. He neither bails on them by jumping ship, nor does he fear monger them or threaten them. He certainly does not question their salvation, and nor does he bring the heat, though he acknowledges their struggle. In fact, since tone is everything to the apostle, he underscores his conclusion with hope, saying, “and the God of love and peace will be with you” (13:11b). It’s possible to move forward, to move forward together, and to move forward with God. It was Paul’s final word to the Corinthians and it was one filled with hope.

When I was a seminary student I took one class in counseling. It was hardly enough training to minister to a church, but I did learn one fact. The professor always encouraged us to underscore hope when counseling someone, especially couples. Everything may be falling apart – they may argue and fight, they don’t see eye-to-eye, or they barely speak. Always, he said, encourage them that they can work out their differences. They can salvage their relationship. Always leave them with hope. Always.

We do the same thing in hospice. We won’t lie and tell them they will get better. But we tell them how good of a job they are doing in caring for the loved one. We root them on when medication is on time and accurate. And when instruction is needed, we come back with, “I know it’s a lot, but I believe you can do this.” Always end with hope. It’s what Paul did for Corinth. It’s what we do for our patients. It’s how we roll as Christians. 

During the 1980’s the TV show Hill Street Blues brought one of the first realistic, gritty police dramas which tried to bring a more true-to-life depiction of life as cops. One of the beloved characters was Sargent Phil Esterhaus, played by Michael Conrad. Every episode usually began with Esterhaus calling roll, then going over the agenda for the day before sending his men and women out on the beat. He was the wise sage, who took his job seriously. Yes, he laughed and gave a knowing smirk, but he cared about the men and women under his command. Every day he knew they were being sent into the unknown danger. His signature line underscored his affection for them and his concern. His tone was a mixture of serious warning and parental loving concern. It was his final word, “You be careful out there.”

In the spirit of Esterhaus, I adopted a similar approach as I closed worship services at my church during COVID. With fears, anxieties, and frustrations wreaking havoc on people’s lives, church communities, and society in general people were being pushed to the edge. I ended services with a word of hope. I made direct eye contact with the church, even if it was through the camera, and regardless of the sermon topic or the struggles the church was facing. Each Sunday morning I said, “God’s got us, and he’ll get us through these days.”

I took this approach because my I wanted my final word to be hope. And maybe, just maybe somebody heard my words and tone and found the hope, thinking, “Yea, that’s exactly how Christ really speaks to us.” 

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

When God Says No

Months ago I prayed, asking, if not begging, God to intervene. I wasn’t the only one praying, you probably were too as it seemed everyone was “all hands on deck” in prayer. Our co-worker and friend, Amy, suffered a massive heart-attack and the moment she was taken to SOMC her outlook was without hope. But we prayed. When she was life-flighted to Columbus, we prayed. When she was taken into surgery, we prayed. When the doctors needed to perform more surgery, we prayed again. Though each step taken looked bleak, we prayed. We prayed until God came through to heal Amy from her wounds. We shouted on the mountains, “God cured Amy!” Since that day I haven’t stopped thanking God for his healing power. We believe in prayer, because we believe God listens to our prayer. We believe in prayer because we believe God acts on our prayers.

About the time we were praying for Amy, Cile and I were praying for a young man who, in a freak accident, suffered a concussion. He was on his skateboard engaging with neighborhood children and performing moves he’s made his entire life. Except this time he wiped out and hit his head. He hit his head hard. His brain swelled and was rushed to the hospital. We prayed for him because his wife needed her husband, and his small children needed their daddy. Since the accident Cile and I have prayed, but the man has not been healed. Not totally. We still believe in prayer, because we believe God listens to our prayers. We believe in prayer because we believe God acts on our prayers. But sometimes I wish, oh how I wish, God always answered my prayers like he answered the ones for Amy. 

Praying is hard. Praying is the temporary stepping into the eternal. Mind blowing, isn’t it? Finding the right words is a challenge in and of itself, but having the faith to believe the words spoken? Yea hard. Believing the spoken words actually reaches the throne room of God is a tall order, especially when it feels like God’s not listening, or when he does, he says, “No.” They say “Prayer is the key to heaven, but its faith that unlocks the door.” And there may be some truth to it, but let’s be honest, beyond all the clichés, prayer is hard.

If prayer is humanity engaging the Divine, then there is a sense of wonder to the moment, a wonder that needs to be left unexplored but simply experienced. For instance, I know God listens to our prayers. I know God acts from prayer. I do not know how or why God chooses to respond the way he does with specific prayers. Sometimes he says yes. Sometimes he says no. And sometimes, I’m just not sure what is going on either in heaven or on earth. And that is ok too, because we aren’t supposed to know all things. Nor should we trivialize life and God with trite answers. Instead, we sit in wonder of the One who does know all things and in whom we’ve placed our trust.

Paul found himself at the cross roads of prayer. The one prayer path he wanted to walk led him to healing. The other path led to God denying his request for healing. Here is where he found himself. Paul was asking, but God was denying. Three times Paul asked, petitioned, and begged God to heal him. But God said no, wrapping his denial in grace.

God said “no” to Paul,
                even though he was an apostle of Christ;
God said “no” to Paul,
                even though Paul felt like he was being sliced and diced.
God said “no” to Paul,
                as if the apostle was a normal person like you and me;
God said “no” to Paul,
                because God spread forth his grace, which was always free.
God said “no” to Paul,
                in hopes that the apostle would lean on God’s strength, and not his own;
God said “no” to Paul,
               for the apostle did not have the strength to face his role alone.
God said “no” to Paul,
                even though the apostle begged God to remove the thorn not once or twice, but
thrice;
God said “no” to Paul,
                just like God had to say “no” three times to his own Son, the Christ.
God said “no” to Paul,
                because sometimes God must set some boundaries,
                even when the apostle finds the answer profoundly unease.
 

What drove Paul to his knees was the aftermath of a vision and revelation. In fact, he uses the plural which leads us to believe the apostle experienced more than one vision and revelation (2 Cor. 12:1). The description of what he saw or heard was inexpressible. He had no words and admits that he cannot explain what exactly happened. Was it an inner body experience or did he step out of himself, he didn’t know. What he knew was that he was taken to heaven where he saw and heard things he never should have witnessed.

If the song says, “I can only imagine,” I’m here to tell you that whatever Paul experienced is beyond our ability to comprehend. There are no words. What is more, the encounter left Paul the walking wounded. As much as Paul does not reveal to us what he experienced in heaven, he also fails to explain his wounded-ness. We don’ know what Paul struggled with, but it’s safe to say the Corinthians did because they had known Paul face-to-face. What is very clear is the link between what Paul experienced to what he has had to endure. But maybe the best way to understand Paul is to step back and hear the entire argument.

Paul has been backed into a corner by a group who have self-promoted themselves and boasted about a slew of qualities. One of them may be their experience with visions and revelations. Paul does everything he can to avoid such an argument, but alas he chooses to step into the ring and go mono-emono with the antagonists.* Only he chooses to change the conditions of the debate.

First, he speaks in the third person. Speaking as if he knows someone who experienced the visions and revelations, Paul deflects some of the attention that is on him. His decision to boast in the third person leads him to pivot at 12:7 to begin speaking in the first person. So Paul knew a man “caught up into heaven,” but to keep himself humble Paul is given a “thorn in the flesh.” Thus, the man Paul knew who was caught up into heaven and then given the thorn in the flesh, was Paul himself.

Secondly, Paul is wounded from his experiences, to which he never does quite recover. To counter Paul’s remarkable experiences, God gave him a thorn to inflict enough discomfort in Paul to keep him grounded. God did not want Paul’s experience to go to his head and produce a prideful, haughty spirit. To keep him humble, God allowed a messenger from Satan to torment his apostle. Paul asked for healing, while God provided humility.

I can see Paul now going to God in prayer. I can hear his words form into arguments as to why this “thorn in the flesh” needs removed. It was like an anchor dragging him through the sand. He can do more. He can be more effective. He can get more accomplished. The “thorn” is holding him back from productivity and effectiveness. He can go farther and longer if only this “thorn” was removed. I feel like I understand Paul, as God has told me “no” so many times before.

For fifteen years I prayed that God would lift the black cloud of depression from me. The darkness was often heavy and took me to deep black holes where hope’s light never pieced. I prayed to God to redeem me, to rescue me, and to release me from my burden. God never answered me, while I did take comfort in the answer to Paul, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weakness” (12:9).

About the fifteenth year, with the “no’s” piled as high as the Empire State Building, I began to change my prayer request. Instead of removing my own thorn, I asked God to give me the strength to endure depression. I asked him for a power outside of myself to navigate through the darkness so that I may find the light. Slowly. Little by little. I kept praying and moving forward. While I’ve never completely exited the darkness, I’ve come a long way. God did say “no” to one prayer, but in doing so, he said “yes” to something else. That something else was his grace. A grace to keep moving forward despite the baggage I carried. And ultimately, isn’t God’s grace enough?

We believe in prayer, because we believe God listens to our prayers. We believe in prayer because we believe God acts on our prayers. We believe in prayer because we believe in God. We believe in prayer even when God says “no,” for the times he does say “no,” God always gives his grace. Always.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

*Technically, Paul does not take on the antagonists directly. Paul argues and debates with his church members, not the outside influencers who have led them astray.

Too Close (Not) to Comfort

My love for Snoopy and the Peanuts Gang began on Christmas Eve 1968 when I received my plush Snoopy doll from my parents for Christmas. Since I was three years old at the time, no memory exists of the moment. I do have a picture taken by my dad of me of holding Snoopy with my mom looking on. I wasn’t a Snoopy fan before that moment, but since then Snoopy and I have had a nearly unbreakable bond. He’s brought plenty of comfort to the boy who has grown to be a man. Two of those moments come to mind.

Sometime around my eighth birthday I decided that I was too old for the plush doll to share my bed. A better place for him was on top of the wardrobe where he could watch over me and keep me safe. I felt like a big boy until the night I had a nightmare. Immediately, I got out of bed to climb up on a chair to retrieve my Snoopy so that he could comfort my fears through the rest of the night.

Then, when I was nine years old, I was admitted to the hospital with a prelude to a bleeding ulcer. I was very sick and spent three days at the children’s ward of Portland Adventist Hospital. Mom asked me what I wanted brought from home to make my stay easier. I told her I wanted my Snoopy, because I knew he would comfort me through the strange environment and separation anxiety. Unfortunately, I loved my Snoopy so much mom was embarrassed to bring the well-worn, formally white fat, soft, plush doll to the hospital. She bought me a knock-off Snoopy. I appreciated the effort, but he wasn’t Snoopy and I wasn’t nearly as comforted as I wanted.

Children are known for seeking comfort through a thumb, pacifier, a doll, or a blanket. They grow out of the need for the crutch, but usually find some replacement like foods, shopping, hobbies, or relationships. We never grow out of the need to be comforted.

As Paul opens his second letter to the Corinthians he bursts into worship saying, “Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ” (v. 3). God is truly worthy of our praise, but the fireworks are only a small portion of Paul’s opening statement. God is praised, but like bacon wrapped around a hamburger, Paul wraps his praise with comfort. Nine times in five verses Paul drops the word comfort. Praising God, Paul acknowledges the role comfort plays in our lives. Such an unexpected pivot helps set the stage for what Paul will unpack throughout his letter to the Corinthians.

For the moment Paul makes two powerful statements about the role comfort plays, and that it’s rooted in God’s character.

First, God is praised because he comforts us. Paul says he is the “God of all comfort who comforts us in our troubles” (v. 3b-4). Suffering is a part of living. Troubles come with the world we live in and no one is immune to it. We are all the walking wounded, as grief torments every fiber of our lives; physically, spiritually, emotionally. We hurt. We cry. We ache. We do not need a God who inflicts pain on us, we are in need of a God who will comfort us.

In the midst of our suffering, we’re not alone. We’ve not been abandoned. We do not have a God who withdraws from our pain, but we have a compassionate God who steps into the very midst of our pain and suffering to offer comfort. According to Paul, God is not the source of suffering, but the source of our comfort. He brings healing, not sickness. He restores hope, not despair. He sits on the Mercy Seat, not the Vindictiveness Seat. He breathes life, not death. He’s looking to save, not to condemn. He acts out of compassion, not oppression. He creates comfort, not torture.

The popular Footprints poem has the speaker addressing God as they walk along the beach. Much of the walk the speaker notices the two sets of footprints, side by side, but also noted times of only one set. Those, he noticed, usually occurred when he was at very low points in his life. Inquiring of God, he sought insight and answers as to why God abandoned him, especially when he needed him the most. God’s answer reassured the man’s faith. No, God never left him nor forsook him. Only one footprint can be seen because that is when God carried the man.

God does not create the suffering, for the world has created enough pain and misery on its own. God brings comfort, as he sits with us in our suffering.

I once asked a Bible class a rhetorical question, “Who does God comfort?” No one gave me a wrong answer, they just failed to offer the best answer. Being in a church setting, they came up with answers like “fellow Christians,” or the “Church.” Their answers weren’t wrong, but they miss the point Paul is making in this passage. God does not discriminate when it comes to comforting, nor does he play favorites. He comforts people who need comforting. Anyone. Anywhere. Anyplace. If someone is suffering, God is comforting because that is who God is. We are wounded by the suffering and are in need of comfort. Thus, that is why God is praised.

Marla Hanson says we all have scars, it’s just that some can be seen and others are deeper than the skin’s surface. Experience speaks volumes and with clarity. In the mid-eighties Marla, a model and TV personality, was assaulted by two men who used razors to slice up her face. She needed a hundred stitches to mend her scars. Five months later, she was back to work with reports saying she was radiant and smiling. “Everyone has scars,” she said. “Mine show. Most people carry theirs inside themselves.”*

Scars left behind from betrayal, broken promises, death, terminal diagnoses, a bad job, false accusation tend to stock pile, and never quite heal. We carry the hurt with us until God brings his comfort. While God is not the source of suffering, he is the source for the comfort offered to us.

That is when Paul pivots saying that after God has comforted us, he does “. . . so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God” (v. 4). We are partners with God as we step into the ministry of comforting others. Like the children’s song says, “Love is something if we give it away,” and the kind of love we give away, in this context, is comfort. When we comfort others, that comfort acts like bread on the water and comes right back at us. God comforts us so that we can comfort others, which in turn is comforting to us.

In 1987 Lisa Najavits was a graduate student at Vanderbilt University pursuing a Ph.D. in clinical psychology. She decided to spend the summer in New York. Her dream summer quickly turned into a nightmare, when, on an early Tuesday morning in June a man with an abuse record had a fight with his wife. Frustrated and angry, fueled by a few beers, he went looking for trouble. He found Lisa and assaulted her, slashing her face with a razor to require a hundred stitches.  

God had nothing to do with this attack. It was not God’s will or some morbid plan of his to inflict such harm on this woman. There was no reason beyond that evil does weed itself through this world. No, God was not the source nor the motivation behind the pain or the attack. But God may have been behind the healing.

The next morning Marla Hanson, who was pursuing a film degree from New York University at the time, visited Lisa in the hospital. Doctors could repair the wounds, but only someone like Marla could help the healing process as she draws comfort out of her own wounded-ness.* While God did not cause the pain, for neither Marla nor Lisa, God used Marla’s experience to comfort someone who had endured great suffering.

We cannot escape suffering. In a fallen world suffering feels like its woven into its very tapestry. And maybe it is. But we can counter suffering through our comforting compassion. Whether we are nurses, aids, social workers, spiritual care, volunteer coordinators, or TC’s who answer phone calls. Our compassionate engagement and sympathetic understanding allows God to work through us to bring comfort. Not self-soothing comfort like a child gets from a Snoopy, or a blanket, or a pacifier, or a thumb, but this comfort comes from God. Once we experience his comfort, we can do nothing but give him praise.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

* See Rubel Shelley, Bound for the Promised Land: Walking in the Faith Footsteps of Father Abraham. Nashville: 20th Century Christian, 1988.

I Love A Parade!

The Macy’s Parade maybe the most celebrated parade in America. Inaugurated on Thanksgiving Day in 1924, during the heart of The Great Depression, employees of the Chain marched to the store on 34th Street dressed in costumes of bright colors. The success of the day’s events led to expanding the parade to balloons, bands, floats, TV coverage, and of course Santa Claus. Millions of spectators line the streets each year, while the rest of us tune into the coverage for the unofficial launch of the Christmas season. The Macy’s Parade may be the most popular parade, not only because of its timing, but also because of the miracle movie associated with it.

My own experience with parades is fairly limited. I have one childhood memory of my family attending a parade. We packed a lunch and lawn chairs and helped line the street with all the other attendees. I have no recollection of the location of the parade, but I do remember dad putting me on his shoulders so I could have bird’s eye view. As an adult I’ve participated in numerous parades. I’ve marched with the Cub Scouts in the Veteran’s Parade, tossed candy from a float sponsored by our church in a Christmas Parade, and watched my son march in his high school band around the town square. Yes, he played the trombone. No, he was the only trombone player marching and he did not lead the parade.

Everyone loves a parade. From those at Thanksgiving, to the ones at Christmas, to those that usher in the New Year, and to the Windy City’s St. Patrick’s Day Parade with the Chicago River dyed bright emerald green. We march in Veterans and Memorial Day Parades to honor our servicemen, and stand in awe of the formation in the military parade. When our favorite sports team wins the championship we line the streets in ticket-tape fashion. In my hometown of Portland, Oregon the Starlight Parade opens the Rose Festival while Cincinnati kicks off the baseball season with its own parade. To say we love a parade maybe an understatement.

Rome loved parades as well, though they called them a Triumphal Procession. When the battle was over and the war was won the victors and the victims were paraded through the streets of Rome. The procession was led by trumpeters to announce their arrival. The defeated citizens, particularly the nobility, royalty, and military, were marched through the streets wearing their native clothing much like our modern day Olympian Parade of Champions. Unlike our Olympians, instead of the cheers, these people were booed and mocked, humiliated, shamed, and ridiculed by crowds lining the paths. Who’s to say they weren’t pelted with tomatoes or even rocks? Looted treasures where carried through the streets, celebrated and hoisted as a trophy. At the end of the procession was the conquering general driving a chariot. Dressed to look like the god Jupiter, the general adorned a purple and gold toga, a scepter crowned by an eagle, and wearing a red leaded mask. The climax of the procession was at the temple of Jupiter where the captives were forced to reenact the decisive battle and then executed before the crowds, dignitaries, and gods. Rome loved their parades, but I’m not sure if we could stomach them.

Having unified the Gallic tribes (over simplification: modern day France), Vercingetorix declared war against Julius Caesar’s Rome. His initial battle successfully pushed back Rome incurring several thousand deaths. The victory was short-lived as the Romans retaliated through besieging the Gallic armies and squeezing every bit of their supplies dry. Rome had time and resources on their side. In order to save his people Vercingetorix surrendered to Rome, hoping to stay off execution. But alas, he and his men were paraded through the streets of Rome before being executed by garroting, the art of killing someone by means of wire or cord, likely something akin to barbed wire. Rome savored the parade-like procession moment.

Picking up on this parade imagery, this Triumphal Procession, Paul bursts into praise: “But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession in Christ and through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of him” (2 Cor. 2:14). Paul seems to love a parade. Even more so, Paul loves the image of the triumphal procession where the victors lead the victims in a parade. Note the present tense of his praise, “God always leads us” means it is currently happening now. So, the image is clear enough. We, the followers of Christ are being led in a triumphal parade following a great battle. What’s not as clear is what the image of the triumphal procession actually means.

One popular interpretation is that Paul sees himself as the victorious general with or leading the defeated procession to Jesus (C.K. Barret, 98). Such a picture places the apostle on the victors stand as he, not to mention the church, own and humiliated the enemies of Christ. With this interpretation the church stands in the driver’s seat of culture to dictate, mandate, and even control the direction society goes. We are the victors and to us goes the spoils.

If I were honest, I feel a little uneasy with such an interpretation. If that is what Paul is saying it seems like the church can run the risk of an entitlement mentality, demanding its rights, and forcing its will on people and the society. In other words, the hunted easily becomes the hunter, so that anyone out of line of church norms is dealt with severely. I’m not sure that is what Paul has in mind especially given the rest of 2 Corinthians where Paul seems to argue the opposite.

Thus, the second view finds Paul, the apostles, and the church not as victors in the parade, but victims. Paul sees himself as part of the ones who are defeated, dishonored, degraded, and defamed. In this scene Paul, through Jesus Christ, has been conquered as he marches along the walk of shame. Paul has no rights or honor since he has surrendered his will. Thus, when Paul speaks in the next verse of the “aroma of Christ” and the “smell of death” (v. 15), he is doubling down on the image to speak of himself as sacrificed to God. Some saw the faithful sacrificing their lives to God as a stench, while God smelled a fragrant aroma. For, like Jesus giving up his life so that we might live, we sacrifice our lives so that others might live as well.

Very little, if any good, came from the Nazi concentration camps in World War II. Even less chance from the hell-hole called Auschwitz. But there was a prisoner, a Franciscan Priest, who had been hiding and helping the Jews and was imprisoned for committing such “horrible crimes.” His name was Maximilian Kolbe. He spent his prison days ministering to the other inmates. He offered his bread when they were hungry. He gave up his blanket when they were cold. He spoke kind and hopeful words when they were despondent. He was the aroma of Christ consumed with the smell of death. Mind you, he wasn’t going to make it out alive, was he? The only question was, how was he going to die?

In July 1941 a prisoner escaped the camp. The Commandant decided to punish those still in the camp by executing ten prisoners for the one who had escaped. As the Commandant read a random list of people he came to Sergeant Francis Gajowniczek, a Polish Jew, who cried out, “Have mercy! I have a wife and family!” Maximilian Kolbe stepped forward and requested to exchange places with Gajowniczek. For whatever reason, the Commandant allowed the trade. He and others were led to a room where they were denied food for a month before Kolb died by lethal injection. He died physically that day because spiritually he had already died by emptying himself. He was able to give his life because he had already died for Christ. His death was certainly a pleasing aroma to God, not because he died, but because of the means he met his death.

What Paul says about this Triumphal Procession runs counter to our intuitive thinking. We have control issues and we believe that being taken prisoner is a sign of weakness. We tell ourselves to pray harder, or to attend church more often, or to give more money, or take on more patients, or just be good. Even worse, we tremble at the thought of being dragged through the streets just like Paul in the Triumphal Procession. Instead, having surrendered to Jesus we find peace to throw ourselves deeper into serving, loving, and even forgiving. Because when we gave our lives to Jesus we already sacrificed away our lives anyway.

So the next time you watch a parade remember Paul’s Triumphal Procession. Look to the rear and if you see the climax of the parade or Santa Claus, remember that’s not you. We are not the victor, but the victim. You’re part of the procession being led even if it means death. Yea, it does have the smell of death, but then again it’s also an aroma of the fragrance of life.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

At Rope’s End

Sometimes holding on takes all the strength one has. Other times using every last bit of strength to avoid letting go is the hardest challenge anyone faces. Like the old meme of the cat clinging to the frays of the cord with the caption, “When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot, and hang on.” The real question is, “How much longer can you hang on?”

In 1987 Henry Dempsey was Eastern Express captain of a 15 passenger plane whose flight plan included hugging the Atlantic Ocean coastline from Lewiston, Maine to Boston. At 4000 feet he heard an unusual noise from the back of the plane. He turned the controls over to his co-pilot and walked through the fuselage to investigate. When he reached the tail section, the plane hit roller-coaster-like turbulence, throwing him against the rear door.

About then, Dempsey realized the source of the strange noise. Despite all preflight preparations, someone had failed to double check the back door which, when the plane hit the turbulence and threw him to the door, it swung open and sucked the pilot outside over the ocean. The co-pilot, rightly thinking the captain was lost, diverted the flight to a nearby airport and called in for an aerial search and rescue. Dempsey was not found and presumed lost.

The plane safely landed, where the ground crews discovered where Dempsey was located. Apparently, when the rear door flew open, he managed to reach for the railing of the stairs and held on. He held on while the plane descended 4000 feet. He held on at 200 miles per hour. He held on managing to keep his head from scraping the landing strip by matters of inches. He held on while crewmen took ten minutes to dislodge Dempsey’s hands from the rails. He held on for dear life.

Paul was at the end of his rope. We don’t know the specifics, only some generalities. Unlike us, the Corinthians were somewhat aware of Paul’s circumstances (1:8). Somewhat. Like us, though, they did not know the severity of what Paul was facing in Asia Minor. We can piece a little of it together and maybe, just maybe, we can figure out what Paul endured.

We know he was in Asia Minor, which is modern day Turkey. While in Asia Minor, he suffered such extreme hardships, admitting that the amount of pressure he was under was more than he could endure. In a very self-disclosing moment, he revealed that he “despaired even of life” (2 Cor. 1:8). Allow those words to wash over you for a while. Paul was at rope’s end and did not know where or how things were going to unfold. Even more so he describes the ominous feeling as a death sentence (2 Cor. 1:9). What happened in Asia Minor that traumatized Paul to the point where he felt death creeping at his door?

The region of Asia Minor held at least one major city, Ephesus, a place Paul stayed two years (Act. 19:8-10). We know Paul revealed he “fought wild beasts in Ephesus” (1 Cor. 15:32), language that heightens the intensity of the event. If it were wild or demonic animals, we have no record of it from Acts. Paul does not explain himself to the Corinthians nor to the Ephesians when he writes their letters, because they probably already knew about it. Also, one might ask, what is the connection, if any, to his “fighting wild beasts” with his comment to the Ephesian Elders that he was “severely tested by the plots of the Jews” (Act. 20:19)? Something of serious nature happened to Paul, and we may or may not have the details.

The only event we know of is the riot in Acts 19:23-41. Riots are known for being extremely violent and chaotic. Being swept up because you are in the center of a mob activity would be anything less than scary. If it is the riot or related to the riot, Luke’s information does not support it. Either Luke skims the surface of what happens in the Ephesian riot or it’s not the riot at all and Luke leaves the event out of Acts altogether.

The result is that the events in Ephesus left Paul depleted and at wits end. He had nothing left to give and he saw the writing on the wall, and it wasn’t promising. Anyone in his shoes might wonder how do you face tomorrow?

In the late fall of 2000 I found myself on the floor weeping uncontrollably. The children had been put to bed and my wife had gone to bed too. I had decided to watch a game on TV before turning in myself. For over a year our lives had been on a roller coaster. The church I preached at ended badly. My family was embroiled in a legal battle because we had been attacked; such a statement is saying it mildly. Churches where I interviewed at best saw me as the “bridesmaid and never the bride,” while other churches refused to consider me. I found out later that the leadership of my former church was submarining my application and interviews. We had sold our home, and fortunately, God had opened a place for us to stay rent free as friends had temporarily relocated to St. Louis while her father battled cancer. Because we were living with the “in between” we were homeschooling our daughter. Actually, since my wife secured a job at a local Presbyterian Church, I was homeschooling our daughter. I felt like I was failing as a homeschool teacher, about as much as I thought I was failing at ministry, about as much as I felt I was failing as a father and husband. So that night I started watching the game and something in me broke. I started weeping. I started weeping uncontrollably. My wife heard the noise and she came to me. She spoke to me. She needed me to stop the road I was traveling because she could not parent alone. More importantly, she reassured me that our story had not ended and that there was more to tell. I couldn’t see it at the time, but I felt that life had given me a death sentence. She reassured me that I was not under a death sentence, and if I were, it had been revoked.

Still, the question remains as to how to hold on at ropes’ end, especially when holding on gets harder and harder.

As we circle back around to Paul’s self-disclosing fraught to the Corinthians, he pivots his message by sprinkling it with hope like one sprinkles a dish with salt. In a moment of self-awareness Paul realized that what he endured was a means for him to show that he can trust God (1:9). The ease at which to enact your default setting of relying on yourself, your whit, your insight, and your strength gives way to fully trusting and relying on God. All the pretense or pretending melts away. Sometimes the trauma we experience is a means to strip away all the falseness so that a pure faith remains. Mind you, not all the time, but at least that’s what Paul is saying what happened to him.

Paul does not leave it there. He drops one word and repeats it twice noting the past, present, and continuous nature of God. The glory goes to God because he delivered Paul, past tense, from his deathly experience. Then he adds that God will, future tense, deliver him again. Finally, with the foundation of his hope laid, God will keep on delivering Paul from the trials and tribulations he faces (1:10). Paul’s hope is on God’s character who will keep his promises and continue to deliver Paul from the things he faces.

I once read about a Chinese minister who pastored a struggling “underground church” of 150. He was arrested and sentenced to 20 years of hard labor, five of which were spent in solitary confinement. He lost touch, not only with wife and family, but also with his church. With no news from the outside world, and though he prayed for his church every day, he believed his church was shriveling on the vine. Still in all of his years in unbearably harsh imprisonment, he said the best moments he discovered was when they made him shovel human excrement. That’s right, when he was sent to move the manure pile from here to there, he found his solace. He said that the stench was so overwhelmingly nauseous that the guards left him alone. It was only time the abusive guards left him with his own thoughts. So while he shoveled the human waste, he sang his favorite hymns, including . . . 

I come to the garden alone ● While the dew is still on the roses ● And the voice I hear, falling on my ear ● The Son of God discloses And he walks with me ● and he talks with me ● and he tells me, “I am his own” ● And the joy we share as we tarry there ● None other has ever known.

Sometimes hanging on means participating in the most disgusting, abusive service while clinging to hope and to a hymn. Oh, on a side note when he got out of prison, he was welcomed by his wife and family and the small underground church that grew to 15,000.

So going back to the meme of the cat holding onto the rope or to Henry Dempsey clinging onto the ladder of the plane, one thing I know. Some people, whom I love and respect, seem to make it through life without nary a problem or difficulty. They don’t, but it just feels that way. Their faith is so rich, so deep, and so strong that when their life comes to an end they will waltz through heaven’s gate like they own the place. But that’s not my story, and that’s probably not your story either. For me I will be holding onto Jesus for dear life so that when I finally see him face to face, the first ten minutes he’ll have to pry my fingers off of him. To be honest, I don’t think that’s a bad thing either.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

Bragging Rights

No one embodied the greatness of sports more than Mohammad Ali. While his record of 56 wins, including 37 TKO’s, with only five losses has been matched by other fighters, no one has matched the quality of opponents Ali faced. Ali stood on the mountain of greatness and faced some of the other greatest fighters ever, and won. If winning against the best wasn’t enough, Ali was the self-proclaimed GOAT, declaring, “I am the Greatest.” His prowess immortalized in the photo of him standing over Sonny Liston, taunting him to stand up and fight. If being the greatest fighter ever wasn’t enough, Ali could speak in lyrical verse as easily as we can speak in pros, flowing from his lips with entertaining ease and meaning. What separated Ali from all the other great athletes was that he not only believed he was the greatest of all time, but that he wasn’t afraid to say it, either.

We play for bragging rights. My brother and I played one on one basketball in the backyard. The third game and tie breaker was not for a world cup but simply bragging rights. Couples gather around the table for a night of cards. No money exchanges hands, but whoever wins has bragging rights. At least until the next time. Two regional and rival football teams face off. They may be out of contention for a title, and nothing is on the line, except for bragging rights.

In a world where winner takes all, the gospel calls us to play a different kind of game.

Paul was losing his fight to win over the Corinthian church. He was on the ropes and his opponents held the advantage. He was taken a beating, or we might say, “takin’ a whoopin’.” The opponents, antagonistic to Paul, were filled with their own bragging rights. As one reads through 2 Corinthians, their story starts to come into clear focus.

They were proud of their Jewish pedigree (11:22-23a) and promised a more powerful experience with the Holy Spirit, something Paul had supposedly failed to provide (e.g., 3:817,18). They carried with them letters of recommendation (3:1), likely from Jerusalem, giving them some form of authority. Paul never produced such letters, thus Paul lacked true authority. They were trained speakers who waxed eloquently (11:6), all the while accusing Paul of being timid (10:1, 10). They accepted financial support from Corinth, and used that position against Paul (12:16). Paul refused such backing from Corinth, but was collecting funds for the famine relief in Jerusalem. The opponents may have feared the gold mine in Corinth might soon dry up. Seeing a hole to exploit, they used Paul’s “change of plans” as a means to undermine his truthfulness (1:15-22). Paul was not to be trusted. Sure, they preached Jesus (11:4), but not the Jesus Paul preached. They preached a Jesus of success, power, and popularity, unlike Paul’s version of Jesus: weakness, poverty, and shame. And to boot, the opponents self-promoted themselves (3:1), filling their arguments with boasting and bragging rights. Ultimately, the Corinthians’ were buying what these opponents were selling. Why not? If we were honest, we would too.  

The story is told of a church looking for the perfect preacher. Candidate after candidate was rejected for the smallest flaw or perceived fault. After going through countless prospects, one of the committee members presented a letter to the board of a potential minister for their church. The letter read as follows:

“I’m over fifty years of age. I have never preached in one place for more than three years. In some places I have left town after my work caused riots and disturbances. I must admit I have been in jail three or four times, but not because I’ve broken any laws.

“My heath is not too good, though I still get a great deal accomplished. The churches I have preached in have been small, though located in several large cities. I’ve not gotten along well with religious leaders in towns where I have preached. In fact, some have threatened me and even attacked me physically. I’m not too good at keeping records, as I have been known to forget whom I baptized.

“However, if you can use me, I shall do my best for you.”

The member looked over the rest of the committee, “Well, what do you think? Shall we call him?”

That the committee was aghast might have been an understatement. How could this member believe that their good church would even consider a man who has nothing but a troublemaking, absentminded, ex-jailbird? Was the board member crazy? They demanded to know who sent the letter.

The board member eyed them keenly and replied, “It’s signed, the ‘Apostle Paul.’”

Rome played for bragging rights. They boasted an unprecedented era of world peace and marketed it as Pax Romana, The Peace of Rome. But the peace was achieved through terror, intimidation, fear mongering, and the brutal and shaming execution of the crucifixion. On roads, highway, hills and any place visible to the public they crucified those who dared to defy their government. Like a billboard on our interstates, they advertised their reign of terror. “This is what happens to anyone who stands in defiance of the State.” You can almost hear the taunt, “Na nan a na, hey hey-ey, goodbye!”

On a hill outside of Jerusalem God set up his own advertisement. While Rome was owning the bragging rights, God allowed his Son to be humiliated, shamed, abused, scourged, and mocked as by-standers hurled insults like they were hurling stones. The naked victim, no he did not have a loin cloth around his midriff, was exposed and disgraced. The innocent man was executed in the most horrific and indignant way possible. The cross was not a platform for bragging rights, which makes Isaac Watts words so profound: “Forbid it Lord that I should boast, save in the death of Christ my Lord.”

Rome bragged. God was shamed. It’s the biblical narrative often flipped by American churches. For when we distort the narrative of the cross, we will distort the narrative of our faith, our churches, and our ministries. For we will begin to operate out of personal strength, talent, and pride that looks nothing like the cross. It is what Paul was battling and contending with concerning the outside influences in Corinth.

Paul could go head-to-head with these opponents, and no doubt win a no-contest against them if not a TKO. But that might be playing into their hand. He certainly has the right pedigree himself along with proper training. And no one can doubt his service to Christ. But instead of continuing that road, Paul takes another path as he redefines boasting and bragging rights.

As Paul will say, “If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness” (2 Cor. 11:30). Wow, talk about flipping the narrative!? Paul is willing to self-disclose the very things we try to hide and minimize. He’s willing to show his pain, his weakness, his vulnerability, and his suffering so that whatever good happens is credited to Jesus. That is why his list includes prison time. He lists floggings, lashings, beatings, and stoning’s. He’s been shipwrecked, more than once, and spent a night and day on the open sea. Danger threatens him at every turn. He’s known hunger and thirst and gone without food. He’s been cold and naked. He carries around the burden of the church and when members are led into sin, he feels the burn too.

Sometimes I think our image of the Apostle Paul looks too much like a Mohammed Ali hovering over Sonny Liston, taunting and thumping his chest, defeating some of the greatest around him like George Foreman and “Smokin’” Joe Frazier. But such an image is imposed by our American mindset of greatness. If we were to meet the Apostle Paul personally, I believe we’d find someone less imposing, someone less impressive. The Corinthians knew him, and that’s how they felt about Paul. Why should we who have never met Paul think any differently?

Where most want to talk about their wealth, Paul talks about his poverty. When most want to speak about the ease their life has been, Paul reveals how hard his life has been. While most will keep count of the people they converted and baptized, but draws a blank on that number. If most want to let everyone know what they’ve won, Paul makes sure everyone knows what he’s lost. While most want to brag about what they get right, Paul confesses about what he’s gotten wrong. Why? Because the weakness exposed in our lives means we are relying not on ourselves, but on God. That’s why Paul’s bragging rights don’t look like much to boast about.

I wonder what my bragging rights might entail. Would I talk about being ADHD and the difficulties that come with keeping focused on task, or how ADHD is linked to anxiety and depression making the peace of God a challenging experience? Do I let you know that as much as I love to read now, as a child I hated reading? I was slow and reading compression meant I studied twice as hard for half the grades. Sometimes my people skills are lacking. My debating skills are weak, I stumble to find my words while speaking, and as much as I want to I cannot “free bird” preach, often relying heavily on my notes. And after thirty-five years in ministry, I am the walking wounded to which I feel more like a failure than champion.

No, I don’t have much bragging rights. But then again, no one else does either. And that may just be Paul’s point.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

To Suffer With

The movie 42 tells the story of baseball’s black barrier being broken by Jackie Robinson through the brilliant business transactions of Branch Rickey, owner of the Brooklyn Dodgers. In one particular scene Rickey drops two common English words with deep Greek roots. First, after Philadelphia manager, Ben Chapman, unloaded a verbal tirade of abuse on Jackie Robinson drenched in hateful racism, Rickey noted the irony that the city draws its name from the Greek, “phileo” which means love and “adelphos” which means brother. Thus, Chapman, not to mention the city itself, was acting anything like the “City of Brotherly Love” they try to market. But then, secondly, Ricky makes a profound statement that the Greek word for sympathy means, “to suffer with.” Chapman’s approach is backfiring, at least according Ricky. Instead of galvanizing Americans further into racism, he’s creating sympathy for Jackie. People are stepping into that sympathy “to suffer with,” unbeknownst to them, the future Hall of Famer.

We live in a world filled with suffering, and you don’t have to look very long or hard to find it. Another school shooting creates more emotional scars. Children go to bed hungry and often abused by the adults who are charged with caring for them. We walk into homes on a regular basis as our patients, stricken with a terminal disease, seek comfort while family members seek a direction. Suffering is like the poison ivy in your backyard, we can cut it away or kill it with chemicals, but it will grow back, wrap its vines around you in order to suffocate the life out of you. Simply, to suffer in this world means we are participants in a fallen world, ravished by sin and evil. No one is immune or exempt. It’s not about suffering in and of itself. We all experience suffering. It’s about something more.

Paul is pleading with the Corinthians to reconcile their relationship. Part of the problem is that Paul’s suffering has become a stumbling block to their perception of the gospel. Surely someone who has undergone such a vast amount of suffering cannot have God’s favor. We might think of it like this: good things happen to good people while bad things happen to bad people. Too many bad things have happened to Paul. His suffering wasn’t the only reason the church was pulling away from him, but it was a factor. It may have been a huge factor. And Paul wants to remove that obstacle so that, not only can reconciliation occur, but also that the gospel can be clearly experienced.

Second Corinthians 6:4-10 contains an affliction list which leads us to suffer with each other. The list can be broken down in four smaller bite size increments, with each having its own theme. Let’s look at them now (from Scott Hafemann, 2 Corinthians, NIV Application Commentary, 269-270).

● Facing Hardship (v. 4b-5), Paul says in the first group, “. . . in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses; in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger . . ..” Life is difficult in and of itself. We all deal with troubled relationships, financial setbacks, and failing health. Even more is the challenge to stand by faith convictions, especially when we’re in the minority. The pushback can hurt, particularly when the resistance is from an unexpected source.

● Displayed Graces (v. 6-7a), he continues with the second troupe, “in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and in the power of God . . ..” Such language draws us to the Fruit of the Spirit from Galatians 5:22-23. God works through us, not always in the big moments like having the faith to move mountains, but more so in the small daily increments of faith as small as a mustard seed. It’s the little things we do every day that tend to mount up over time of being authentic Christians. Just because they tend to be small, doesn’t mean being patient or kind or pure is easy. It’s not. And it wears you out trying to live on such a plane.

● Life’s Ups and Downs (v. 7b-8), he adds in the third cluster, “with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; through glory and dishonor, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as imposters . . ..” Whatever life throws at us does not alter our behavior. Whether we are on a mountain high or depths of a valley, who we are won’t change. We live consistently, certainly not dependent on which way the wind is blowing at the moment. By the way, one can see Paul’s hurt bleeding through as he’s been given a bad report by someone touting him as an imposter. No matter the report, Paul remains genuine in his faith and dealings with Corinth.

● Divine Deliverance (v. 9-10), he concludes with the final set, “known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.” Oscillating between extremes is not an uncommon experience. People know us, but then they are surprised by our behavior because they do not really know us. We weep, but find great joy in living. We’re not wealthy, though in America we are, but what we bring to people – a smile, a hug, a word of encouragment, or the gospel itself – is beyond measurement by wealth standard. 

While there is so much more to unpack here and beyond the amount of time we’re allotted, it’s clear that we have two takeaways. First, the suffering Paul experiences places him right in the middle of Christ’s own suffering. Undoubtedly some of the things mentioned can be a direct correlation of his faith and following Jesus. That said, some of the things he mentions are about navigating life in general. Secondly, his endurance through suffering is a result of the resurrection of Christ living out in him. The power within Paul to endure suffering does not come from himself, but from God. We identify with Christ crucified through our suffering, but we’re empowered by the resurrected Christ to endure such suffering. We suffer with Christ and others on Good Friday, but live with power to press on and endure from Easter Sunday.

Paul’s decision to endure through suffering is not the end game. As Paul is pleading with the church for reconciliation, he is removing the stumbling blocks (v. 3), and views himself as a father figure to the church (v. 13) and has opened his heart to them in hopes that they reciprocate (v. 12). In doing so Paul is neither just suffering alone, nor is he simply suffering with Christ. Paul is enduring the hardships and trials as a means to suffer with the church in Corinth. Paul is calling them or us to sympathize through our suffering.

Sometime after I started working in hospice, I was asked to sit with a patient in a nursing home. I had never met the patient nor the family. I had no emotional ties to them. He was an elderly man with a granddaughter in her early twenties. Eventually, the patient passed while I watched the family mourn. I saw the granddaughter weeping over her grandfather. I was soaking in the scene, then began viewing my life in twenty some-odd years. I imagined the scene before me with my granddaughter weeping over me. I quickly left the scene behind, and as they were leaving, I offered prayer. During the prayer, and feeling the emotion of the family, I started getting a little emotional myself, even choking up a bit. I now realize that I was identifying with the family as I was suffering with them.

Back to the movie 42 and the Jackie Robinson story. When the Dodgers came to Cincinnati to face the Reds, Pee Wee Reese met with Branch Rickey hoping to opt out of the series. Reese was from Ekron, Kentucky, a hop, skip, and a jump to Cincinnati where his family comes to watch him play. In the movie he had received a letter from a fan speaking for the so-called silent majority about playing with Robinson; among other things, Reese was called a “carpet bagger,” because he was accused of acting like a post-Civil War northerner profiting off of the South. Rickey acknowledged the bind Reese was in as he walked over to a filing cabinet filled with hate letters intercepted by Rickey with death threats to Robinson, his wife, and even their son. The names he was called should not be uttered or repeated. Reese backtracked and wished he could just play baseball. Just. Play. Baseball. Rickey agreed, and wished Jackie could just play baseball too without the racist names, hate mail, and leading the league in being hit by a pitch.

The conversation was a turning point for Pee Wee. Before the crowd at Cincinnati Reese walked over to Robinson, whether historical or myth, he put his arm around Jackie. It was a public form of identification. Pee Wee saw Jackie as something or someone more than a teammate. He saw him as a fellow human being. Thus, Reese was willing to stand with, to sympathize, and to suffer with Jackie.

Maybe we need to stop dehumanizing people and start perceiving them through the lenses of Jesus. When we do, we then can stand with, sympathize with, and suffer with them. It may be the most Jesus act we can do.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)

We Do Not Lose Heart

In 1979 my friend, Don, and some of his buddies, ventured their way up to the ski resort on Mt. Hood in Oregon for a day on the slopes. As he and his friends piled into his car they made their way to Government Camp, the last and main stop before reaching Timberline Lodge. From the camp to the lodge was a sixteen minute, winding, switchback steep road, ascending two thousand more feet. With snow already on the ground, and their car was a typical rear-wheel vehicle, they had to make a choice: take the time to put chains on the tires or make the climb without them. Chains were a must in snowy or icy conditions on Mt. Hood, but they were teenagers and were not interested in sacrificing ski time for traction.

Leaving Government Camp, they spent the next hour fishtailing, spinning their tires, and inching their way up the mountain. With no end in sight, the boys gave up and admitted defeat. They were losing precious skiing time, and who knows how much longer they had till they reached the lodge? They pulled over, unloaded the car, dug out the chains, mounted them to back wheels, and then reloaded the car. As they got back in their vehicle they knew they had a renewed hope. The next turn they made put them directly into the parking lot of Timberline Lodge. They had given up. They had waved the white flag. They had surrendered on the brink of reaching their destination.

Life is hard. Living by faith is harder.

In 2 Corinthians 4 Paul makes a bold statement, not once but twice. He tells us, “We do not lose heart.” We are not kind who give up, surrender, quit, or walk away while the ball is still in play. We may want to. We may be tempted to do so. We may be pushed to the brink, but we cling to our faith like we’re hanging on by the very last thread.

The two times Paul declares, “we do not lose heart,” act as bookends to hold his overarching thought together. In verse one he speaks of integrity and checking our agenda at the door. We refuse to deceive, to manipulate, and to “fear monger,” as it’s not about us. It’s never about us. We’re simply jars of clay who have been given the gospel as if it were a prized treasure.

Because life is hard, and living by faith is harder, Paul openly concedes how easy it might be to lose heart. Refusing to gloss over life and embrace faith, Paul is frank about the cost of discipleship. To be honest Paul actually offers four reasons why we might be tempted to quit and to give up. They can be found in 2 Corinthians 4:8-9.

First, Paul says we are “hard pressed on every side.” Like a trash compactor, stress closes in, squeezing the life out of us. Feeling we have no escape, the pressure will not let up. We’re spiritually claustrophobic and our stress levels are exceeding safe levels of operation. Our plates get full as more stuff keeps getting piled on. And it’s constant. We see no end is in sight and it’s simply too much to handle.

 Secondly, he admits that we are “perplexed.” Things happen to us and events unfold that leave us baffled and puzzled with our equilibrium making us dizzy. Like a merry-go-round spinning out of control, we want to shout, “Stop the world! We want to get off!” We wonder how this could happen, and why it is happening. The more questions we ask, the fewer answers we find. And let’s be honest, those answers are often trivial and trite, masked in faith-like language.

Thirdly, Paul confirms that we are persecuted. Everyone turns against us, leaving us alone with feelings of abandonment. Persecution means the shouting voices of hate standing against us drown out the whispers of love from the voices standing with you.

Finally, Paul confirms the worst as we are “struck down.” Such language has doom written all over it. “Struck down” almost sounds like we’ve been slain in battle, and we’re left to take our last breath on the battlefield of life. Game over and no hope survives.

Hard pressed, perplexed, persecuted, and struck down. In the midst of such pain and suffering, where is God? More importantly, how does one prevent themselves from giving up, throwing in the towel, or losing heart?

If anyone has a cause to loose heart it might be my fifth grade teacher, Edwina Schackmann. Edwina towered over everyone at maybe five feet. Maybe with heels. But she was a giant of faith. While she commanded the respect of her students and fellow teachers, she commanded even more of her faith. But her story is not for the faint of heart.  

Edwina and her husband had three boys, and her husband was a salesman who traveled the Pacific Northwest. On this particular day he invited his wife to join him on his sales trip with a stop off at the beach. Edwina packed a lunch, and with their youngest in tow, they headed on their adventure. Unbeknownst to them, their beautiful day was to turn into a nightmare. A drunk driver met them head on. Edwina’s husband was killed from the impact. Edwina suffered broken bones in her back. The baby, thrown from the car, fortunately landed in a soft patch of grass.

For months Edwina recovered in the hospital in a partial body cast. Recovering from her broken heart took longer. I’m sure a lot longer. When she taught me, her boys had grown to be respectable, Godly men making their mom (and dad) proud. I remember Edwina talking about sitting in the hospital with nothing to do. She read her bible and used her cast as a table to cut art projects and lessons for the children’s bible classes.

Edwina lost her husband. She lost a father to help her raise their boys. She could have lost her faith. She didn’t. She endured and was never one for losing heart.

Where do we go to find the strength to endure, because life is hard and living by faith is harder.

Returning to 2 Corinthians 4:8-10, for each of those reasons to lose heart, Paul offers hope. While he admits life is hard, he reminds us how God is the one who holds us together. The strength to endure does not come from within, but from the One who empowers you from within. So yes, we are “hard pressed on every side,” but God says we are “not crushed.” We may hurt, and often do, but we’re able to press forward.

Sure, “we are perplexed,” but God states we are “not in despair.” Hope will not abandon us, nor will it disappoint. We will scratch our head trying to make sense of life, but that it leads to abandon all hope is not part of God’s will.

True, we are often “persecuted,” but God promises that we are “not abandoned;” we are never alone. Jesus promises to never leave us or forsake us, so that the whispers of love quiets the shouts of hate.

And of course we can be “struck down,” but God declares we are “not destroyed.” We get hit and even knocked down, but we don’t get knocked out. We get back up and go on living, enduring, and even thriving. 

Because God is with us, sustains us, and fuels the fire within us, “we will not lose heart.” The closing exhortation bookend occurs in verse 16. Even though physically we are wasting away, inwardly we are being renewed. The strength to endure comes from God who fuels the Spirit within us. If allowed, his Spirit will keep us moving with forward progress. So it’s true, life is hard and living by faith is harder, which is why, in spite of the reasons above, “we do not lose heart.”

My friend Jamie takes a group every spring to hike the Grand Canyon. The Phantom Ranch Trail is a 10 mile hike down and another back along a path with 500 feet vertical cliffs. You walk down, but it’s a climb coming out. Every year 12 people die at the Grand Canyon from falling, dehydration, or medical problems exacerbated by the hike. A couple of years ago, Jamie and his crew met a man who was on the edge of being another fatal statistic.

With four and a half miles to the top Jamie’s group was on target to reach the entrance before dark, no later than 5:30. But then, they met a man struggling to make it out. He was physically and mentally unprepared for the hike (he was over-dressed, overweight, and had packed an 85 lbs. backpack including a tent for a day hike). He had no water. No food. No electrolytes. No friends, as the group he was with left him behind. To say he was spent was an understatement. To say he was losing heart and that his body was giving out was not far from the truth.

Knowing the switchbacks were only getting steeper and harder, Jamie convinced the man to join his party. But doing so meant a much slower pace. Much slower. With the crew acting as a buffer to prevent him from falling, they started the ascent. They walked him out by these simple instructions. They were taking 20 steps then resting for 20 breaths. Then they repeated the process: 20 steps followed by 20 resting breaths. They continued the cadence for the next six and a half hours arriving well past their scheduled arrival time. When they reached the entrance of the park, they were hardly on record time. But it wasn’t about a record, it was about not giving up against all odds. It was about not losing heart.

Maybe you’re on the verge of giving up and you’ve been feeling the hope leak out of you like a small hole in a balloon. You are losing heart, and you don’t know from where the strength to take the next step will come. Or, maybe you will encounter someone today who is losing heart. It’s easy to do when death hovers over us on a daily basis. Life is hard and living by faith is harder. Maybe the way out is the slow pace where you take 20 steps forward followed by 20 resting breaths. You repeat this process so that you do not lose heart. You repeat this process until you reach the summit, which you may not reach it very fast, but will reach it. It’s not about speed or record pace. It’s about not losing heart, to keep forward progressing moving. And who knows that right behind the next turn maybe your destination. 

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e,. only God is glorified!)

We Walk By Faith, Not By Sight

It’s always easier to look where you’re going because “seeing is believing.” Scripture challenges us to flip the scenario so that “believing is seeing.” Ask that to the disciple we know as Doubting Thomas who declared that he’ll only believe when he touches the nail scars of Jesus. Once Thomas was confronted by the resurrected Jesus, he confessed his faith. Jesus agreed that he believed, but only because he saw, then added, “Blessed are those who have not seen yet believe” (Jn. 20:29).

Paul, in 2 Corinthians 5:7, said it like this, “We walk by faith, not by sight.”

Three times in three verses Paul drops the word “for” to sum up his main thoughts at the end of 2 Corinthians 4 and the very beginning of 2 Corinthians 5. The first “for” underscores our hope that whatever grief and suffering we are experiencing now will be outweighed by the glory God has in store for us (4:17). The second “for” foreshadows our faith and is found in the middle of verse 18 as Paul says we focus on what is unseen, rather than what is seen. Specifically, our reward cannot be seen by the naked eye but we believe God is holding it for us. The third “for” appears in the first verse of chapter five which highlights the same thought as the previous one: our earthly bodies will wear out and break down, and that is ok. God has a new spiritual body awaiting us that that will not be susceptible to pain and suffering, nor will it ever experience sickness and death. All we can see with our eyes is the physical weakness our bodies experience as it deteriorates over time. Yet we see something else in the future when our bodies will endure with strength for all eternity.

Thus, as Paul says, “We walk by faith, not by sight.”

We walk by sight when we believe our mortal body is the end all to the story; we walk by faith when our longing for the immortal body is realized. We walk by sight when making spiritual decisions based on charisma; we walk by faith when we make spiritual decisions based on the Fruit of the Spirit. We walk by sight when we pull away from God during times of suffering; we walk by faith when we draw close to God through suffering because God comes closer to us in times of affliction. We walk by sight when we focus on the temporary; we walk by faith when we focus on the eternal. We walk by sight when we measure success by crowds, money, and volunteers; we walk by faith when we measure success by transformed lives. We walk by sight when we see affliction as the end-game; we walk by faith when we see glory as the end-game, even when glory goes through the path of affliction. We walk by sight when we jump on the latest bandwagon; we walk by faith when we live with our eyes focused on Jesus.

So Paul reminds us, “We walk by faith, not by sight.”

I once knew a preacher who was diagnosed with third stage cancer. He was a rough and tough navy man who fought in the War but when he converted to Christ he became a kind and joyful preacher. He spent some forty years preaching and ministering in local churches in the Pacific Northwest. With his diagnoses before him, and his death imminent, he and his wife visited their children and grandchildren in Texas. On their return flight he was settling into his seat. The stewardess walked by and stopped, staring at the man before moving on to her duties. Later, she did same thing, stopping to gaze almost in wander of the man. On her third encounter she addressed the man, saying, “I’m sorry to bother you, sir.” She continued, “But did you know your face was glowing?” Glowing. Having known this man personally, and I can almost imagine how his face was beaming, and even more when his smile broke across his face. He replied to the stewardess, saying, “I’m going home to see my Father.”

We walk by faith, not by sight.

A man went to his minister and confessed his struggle to pray. To him it always felt like a one way conversation, where God never answered, if God ever listened at all. His mind often wandered as he failed to stay on task. And what words were spoken, he felt, never penetrated the ceiling of the room where he prayed. The minister absorbed his concerns, and in comforting the man offered a suggestion. He said, “Why not pull an empty chair up to you and then talk to God as if he was sitting in front of you. The man gave it some thought but never spoke to the minister about the matter again.

Decades later the man was transitioning at home. He was in bed, nearing death. That night the patient passed and when the family found him in the morning, he was not in bed. They found the man kneeling before a chair that was next to the bed with his head resting on the empty seat as if his head was resting on someone’s lap.

We walk by faith, not by sight.

I was a child during the seventies when the search for Noah’s Ark was all the rage. A movie and some TV documentaries had come out cataloging, inconclusively, people’s attempt to locate the famous ship. Eyewitnesses claimed to have seen it and described its structure, but no physical evidence was ever produced. The movie and shows fueled a frenzy of faith discussions.

One particular afternoon, I was with a handful of neighborhood children talking about the ark and whether or not it was real. One kid said, probably echoing words he had heard at home, “If the ark is real, why doesn’t God allow us to find it so that we can all believe?” As if settling the ark’s existence would solve all other doubts and skeptics on God and faith.

I was just a kid at the time and had no comeback. My oldest brother happened to have overheard the comment as he was headed to his car. He blurted out, “Because then it wouldn’t be faith.”

The Hebrews writer might say, “Faith is being sure of what we do not see” (Heb. 11:1). But Paul says it this way, “We walk by faith, not by sight.”   

I’m reminded of the time Jesus sent his twelve disciples across the Sea of Galilee; he’d catch up with them later. In the middle of night as they were about halfway across the eight mile body of water, they were frantically working against the wind. I could almost hear Peter barking out instructions to the eleven. Like a running back hitting the Steelers famed Iron Curtain, forward progress had come to a sudden stop. The depth below them was one hundred forty feet, and they weren’t wearing life jackets, and who knows what lurked beneath the deep? We know four of the men were experienced fishermen, leaving the majority as land lovers. This boat, packed full of scared men, could easily capsize. Here they saw Jesus walking on the waters, though they were convinced it was a ghost. When Jesus called to them, Peter sought confirmation. “If it is you, Lord, tell me to come to you on the water.” (Mt. 14:28).

Jesus extended the invitation as the water was just fine.

Peter, with his eyes fixed on Jesus, began walking on the water toward the Lord. Yea, walking on the water. But he took his eyes off Jesus, focusing on the violent, threatening waves slapping him in the face, trying to sweep the legs. When his attention shifted from Jesus to the waves, he sunk and almost drowned. Almost, as Jesus reached down to pull Peter from the waters.

Peter could have said it, but Paul wrote it, “We walk by faith, not by sight.”

As Jesus made his way through the garden, he so desperately wanted those closest to him to remain close to him. They didn’t. They fell asleep foreshadowing their failure when Jesus really did need them. Jesus would face the night, alone. As he prayed, death hovered over the Savior like a dark ominous bird of prey with its talons retracted waiting for the attack. Oh, with the cross before him, how Jesus wanted this cup to pass. Luke tells us that as he prayed, sweat poured from him like drops of blood, to remind us how deep the anguish Jesus felt. But Jesus’ words, “No my will, but yours be done” (Lk. 22:42), only highlighted the truth that even Jesus “walked by faith, not by sight.”

Time and time again Scripture reinforces the theme,
                as if we are called to drink from this heavenly stream;

The youthful David faced the Goliath giant,
                with only a sling and five smooth stones, his victory was not kept quiet;

Abraham was called to leave his home.
                to venture to a land he would never own;

Israel was pinned in between Pharaoh’s army and the Red Sea,
                and it was the parting of the waters where they’d be free;

Mary embraced her call to bear her shame,
                and the child born to her would wear the Lord’s Name;

Hannah made a vow to God to give her a son,
                giving the child to God only meant the story had just begun;

Daniel was thrown into a den filled with lions,
                praying to God was his only reliance;

Everything in Peter said going to the Gentile Cornelius was wrong,
                but witnessing the Spirit descend on that family became his theme song;

Rahab hid the Israelites spies in her home,
                allowing her faith to be passed down to the next generation like a chromosome.

So if the path you tread is in need of light,
                then remember this that we all walk by faith, not by sight.

Soli Deo Gloria!
(i.e., only God is glorified!)